Hi, this is my life.

To know what I’ll never be able to fill the gap he left behind hurts. I’m sorry I’m not a attractive or rich as him. I’ll try though. I’ll try to make you smile every single night I see you. I talk to you every night ‘cause I can and I will. I love you and I know you might not reciprocate the same feelings but it’d be nice. I’m such the wishful thinker. Sometimes, I wish that I had the experience which in turn would lead to the bravery that would let me tell you how much I love you, how much I’ve treasured our time together. Just, tell me what you want and you know that I’ll give it to you if it’s within my capabilities. I’ve been told I deserve the best girl. I know you’re a flirt and I know you’ve had quite the number of suitors but I don’t care. You’re the one I want, the one I want to love and nothing less. but you don’t see that. Everyone else does. I love you.