A musclehead's diary.

You’ll always be there.

xneenjamengx — Sun, 28 Nov 2010 09:17:52 +0000

jackiewackie44 12: 36 am
it so is going well<3
i love you, fatty<3
xNeenjaMengx 12: 36 am
I do not
reciprocate
those feelings
Remember that?
jackiewackie44 12: 36 am
i dont care
xNeenjaMengx 12: 36 am
YEAH
jackiewackie44 12: 36 am
i just want you to know.
thats it(:
becuase even though i'm a bitch to you
lik
everyday
i love you
<3
xNeenjaMengx 12: 36 am
Maybe
I'll think about saying it back one day
jackiewackie44 12: 37 am
mk
thats fine with me!
at least you'll think about it
and that way
i know that
i'll be on your mind! (;

I want a person I can hug with all I have.

xneenjamengx — Sun, 28 Nov 2010 09:17:29 +0000

and to know that I can look forward to it again the next day.

To you.

xneenjamengx — Sun, 28 Nov 2010 09:17:00 +0000

To know what I’ll never be able to fill the gap he left behind hurts. I’m sorry I’m not a attractive or rich as him. I’ll try though. I’ll try to make you smile every single night I see you. I talk to you every night ‘cause I can and I will. I love you and I know you might not reciprocate the same feelings but it’d be nice. I’m such the wishful thinker. Sometimes, I wish that I had the experience which in turn would lead to the bravery that would let me tell you how much I love you, how much I’ve treasured our time together. Just, tell me what you want and you know that I’ll give it to you if it’s within my capabilities. I’ve been told I deserve the best girl. I know you’re a flirt and I know you’ve had quite the number of suitors but I don’t care. You’re the one I want, the one I want to love and nothing less. but you don’t see that. Everyone else does. I love you.

WHAP song.

xneenjamengx — Tue, 02 Feb 2010 01:03:35 +0000

Like a Star.mp3

xneenjamengx — Tue, 26 Jan 2010 03:31:07 +0000

Goes so hard.

xneenjamengx — Tue, 26 Jan 2010 03:13:14 +0000